You know how sometimes music just brings you back?

I was in the car yesterday, listening to some old-school country (I live and die for country music) and one song came on and out of nowhere, I couldn't help myself. I just started bawling. 

Like the ugly kind of tears.

I was on my way to my friend Brandi's house (I basically envade her space Monday thru Friday, and let my kids rampage through her home and eat all her food) and this song came on, and I bawled.

Like, legit embarrassed for the person who was stopped next to me at the stoplight and had to act like they didn't notice anything. It was that bad.

It was the words. It's always the words. 

And when I heard the words, I had the pictures in my mind.

And I knew I had to come home and put the pictures to the words. 

And I did.

I've watched it ten times and I've bawled every time.

But maybe it's just me.

Or maybe it's just the words.

a few ps's.
1. my sister and her husband were actually high school sweethearts. Started dating when they were in 8th grade and got married at 18. They just had twin girls 6 months ago.

2. That video of my littlest? His first time ever walking.

3. My Nonie and Grandpa were married 50+ years. She went to Heaven last August.

Before I go on, you must know a few things. Number one and most importantly, I edited the living breathing life out of this vlog. I'm talking hard-core editing took place. I had to chop out about half the content. Yes, it was that bad. The vlog in its entirety? I'm sure you all would stop reading and I'm positive that my mother would disown me. 

With that said, a lot of you will still probably stop reading and my mom may still very well disown me. 

Please don't think you have to watch. If you already like me enough, you should probably just come back tomorrow. And mom? Just shut your computer off right now. Trust me on this.

Don't say I didn't warn you. It's eleven minutes you'll never get back.